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Your Guardian Angel. [May. 13th, 2013|06:46 am]

Although those hours were of waiting, it brought me to reflect on everything that has been going on in my life. Particularly the past year or so. Time seemed to fly by as I pondered on the many matters of my heart. Questions were raised on how I myself have fared with you. No doubt there had been ups and downs, I never regretted anything that made up the year we had. Everything seemed so surreal. It felt as though it was just yesterday. Lost deep in thoughts I reminisced about the joys we had. Those unforgettable events we pulled through together. If I were to lay down the book of the past year to rest, it will be my greatest test.

The sound of cars and cabs went by. I sat down all alone in the darkness waiting for your safe return. I hid myself so that you did not have to see me. Lest I agitate you or fill you with further disdain. It was about 0530 when I heard a faint cab sound in the distance. I picked myself up just like many a time, and hid behind cover. I did not need my sense of sight. I heard the familiar voice say bye to a friend, and the resonating sound of heels upon ground echoed through the crisp night air. I peeked out and eventually saw you enter the lift. I felt warmth inside just seeing you from afar.

I'd always be here watching out for you and being there as I always have been.With the situation at hand, I find myself relegated to the status of a mere friend, to what end?

Sleep tight and recover my love, for I'm always here with you.

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Love. [May. 12th, 2013|06:48 pm]
"Love is action. Love is tolerance. Love is learning your partner's love language and then expressing love in a way that he can receive. Love is giving. Love is receiving. Love is plodding through the slow eddies of a relationship without jumping ship into another's churning rapids. Love is recognizing that it's not your partner's job to make you feel alive, fulfilled, or complete; that's your job. And it's only when you learn to become the source of your own aliveness and are living your life connected to the spark of genius that is everyone's birthright can you fully love another."
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(no subject) [May. 12th, 2013|06:28 pm]
I wished i knew how to alleviate this depression.

I wished i wasn't the bane of your name-calling

I wished that you didn't hold me with such disdain

I wish you thought the best of me

I wished you never thought of my thoughts/opinions were of malice

I wish i could ...

I wish i had more time.

You love me, You love me not.

Thank you for giving one of the greatest chapters in my life. Bliss or not, it had been hell of a great ride.
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<45 [May. 11th, 2013|08:17 pm]

In about 45 days or less I'd be on my way to Melbourne. Before that day comes, I will always be here for you, whenever.

Whatever things good or bad comes my way.

I promise.

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Frustration. [May. 11th, 2013|08:01 pm]

"Why are you do easily frustrated nowadays"

- whatever. You.

It's been awhile since I've seen you calm and composed.

Sometimes, I feel rather sad to see you in this state. Not that your frustrations are all directed at me, but more of living your life to the fullest and taking each hurdle in your stride.

Of late, I have faced your wrath directly and indirectly. I ask myself time and again on why do you get so easily flustered nowadays. When you get frustrated you blurt out words that hurt, oblivious to my feelings.

Deep down, I hope you never meant those words.

I guess all I can do now is wait for the shift in the storm, to the better days ahead, to the colourful rainbow I hope.

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